Thursday, January 27, 2011

Fairytale ( The First Sruggle )

She was busy,he was busy too.But mutual feelings held them together,giving them strength to fight the sickness brought by their long distance love affair.He became more busy but she understood and longed more for him.She was his resting place,his strength,his comfort.
The day of revelation came,to show faces of each other by photographs taken and sent to one another.That excite them more.A very sweet birthday gift to her,what more could she ask for?The face of her love portrayed in a picture staring at her as if she was a goddess.As if he was captivated deeply by her charm.They both shared happiness and joy through long talks and thoughtful messages.Both appreciated the looks that they have.Both adored and accepted more each other.That was unforgettable.
She was in awe of the good things that is happening in her life.Little things that covered up the sorrow that resides in her.Classes is about to start and she was troubled.She lost her scholarship by a two tenths of her grade.She was in great despair and agony but she did not give up.She knows her family's situation so she made a way out.She was able to attend classes for several days,always praying for a saving grace.He did not know about her struggle for poverty,but he did know his failure.Despite that,he loved her more.That unexpected day came,day of letting go and giving up her dreams.She decided to stop,to give up,not because she can't take it anymore but because she has to do it for the better.He can't believe,can't accept,but remained in love with her.He comforted her,uplifted her.But she doubted,pitied herself and did not believe in him.So cruel was the situation 

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Weak: Fairytale (The Introduction)

Weak: Fairytale (The Introduction): " Once upon a time,a girl of dreams and ambitions unexpectedly knew someone whom she thought to be a good adviser and..."

Fairytale (The Introduction)

     Once upon a time,a girl of dreams and ambitions unexpectedly knew someone whom she thought to be a good adviser and friend.Someone who seem so mysterious but honorable,someone who is successful but simple,someone whom she called "sir".

     She was a freshman in college,he was an engineer.They were both busy,both jolly yet both incomplete,both looking for that missing piece which could solve the puzzles of their lives.But they were both coward,both playing safe,both broken and closed.

     Fate spoke,love moved.But they ignored it.They treasured friendship and advisory,treasured laughter than commitment,treasured personal responsibilities.Good friends by heart were their alibi,for even a shadow was not shown to each other.Presence was not there,only messages of encouragement and support for even a single hand isn't there to caress a weary friend.Distance kept them separated,technology drew them closer.Unsaid love holds them together.
     She was in tears,in deep despair,his voice was her healing power.His laughter was her redeeming strength.He was tired,he was pressured.Her giggling voice was his relief.He was sick,he was weak and her encouragements was his medicine and vitamins.Friends,yes they are.

     Pair of months brought magic in their lives,a morning greeting and an evening hymn.A moment of laughter and a moment of tears.Shared stories of daily lives,shared wishes and dreams to fulfill.Fate again spoke and love again moved making him decide to open his heart.Sent those messages of love to her.She was surprised,just can not believe.A tickle in her heart that brought out the fear,but the heart truly is involuntary.

     Doubt circled in her mind,she was so afraid,millions of thoughts bothered her everyday.Is he serious?Is he true?Is this love?Can I play just this game?The latter won.She was in pain then,so she decided to have fun.Fun that she never thought of falling into seriously.She always believed that he was just kidding,he was also playing the same game.

     Months passed and they got to know more of each other.She fell in love but she tried to control and decided to end it.But feelings held her back.She just can't deny,she truly loves him.New sets of queries embraced her.Is this right?Could this really be true?Could love really work through hearts alone?Questions of uncertainty and insecurity,questions of doubt and honesty...